How God has been sowing the spiritual seed in my mind since my teenage?

The Problem of Evil and Cosmic Fatalism has disturbed me since my teenage years. I have said this many times in this blog as well as in my author website. I was heavily influenced by Roger Penrose and his ideas since my teenage years.

The Penrose-Lucas argument, The Andromeda Paradox, Twistor Theory, Conformal Cyclic Cosmology, Orchestrated Objective Reduction, The Penrose Tiling Problem, Fine Tuning problem, Quantum Mechanics is Incomplete, Quantum Measurement problem etc., all these ideas of Roger Penrose had a strong influence on me, in fact I can safely say that it was Sir Roger Penrose, the Nobel Prize laureate who initiated me into the Pagan Mystery Religions (I know Sir Roger Penrose is an agnostic atheist). What I mean by this is that if Roger Penrose had not existed then I would have remained as an atheist through out my life and I would have never doubted scientific realism and positivism. Without these ideas of Roger Penrose I would never have the motivation in me to look into an alternative epistemology.

Now on the religious side the scholar who influence me a lot was Devudu Narasimha Shastry his two works MahaBrahmana and MahaDarshana introduced me to the esoteric secrets hidden in the Upanishads and the Vedas. Apart from him, Emperor Julian (Hymn To King Helios-Aion-Mithras) and  Saint Paul of Tarsus (Pauline Letters) have also influenced me strongly. I was not aware of Valentinus and Valentinianism at that time of my teenage and I must say along with these charismatic figures, the text, Mithras Liturgy from the Great Magical Papyrus of Paris also had a great impact on me.

Even after reading all these religious works, I would not have made the leap of faith into Esotericism if I was unaware of Roger Penrose and his works. This is the reason I say it was Roger Penrose who initiated me into Platonic Realism and the Pagan Mystery religions. He made me doubt the current scientific paradigm at that time.

I must also admit that Hubert Yockey, the physicist and information theorist who believed that the origin of life is an unsolvable problem also had a very strong influence on me. Remember Hubert Yockey never doubted Darwin's theory of Evolution and cumulative natural selection, he always insisted that once life originated on earth it was quite natural for evolution to kick in but he raised serious concerns on the natural origin of life and the error correcting mechanisms put in place in the replication and translation of genome and the genetic code.

The below article that I submitted to my College Magazine called Disha was published in the year 2009, more than 17 years ago. As you can see the topics which I mainly discuss in this blog hasn't changed much over the years, however my views on these topics have evolved over time but the theme of my research remains the same. This is the strong evidence of how God was planting these ideas in me since my teenage. 

Now after 17 years since I wrote that article, when I look back, I have evolved into Valentinianism (Jesus Christ), Orphism (Chronus and Ananke), Vedism (a strong adherent of God Savitr and Niyati (Rta)), Zoroastrianism, and Mithraism.

Do you know where I am finally resting now? I am finally resting my life in fatalistic Zurvanism, in Zurvan, The God of Infinite Time. This doesn't negate or contradict my beliefs, I can very well defend and show, how all the above religions which I believe in are actually in support of Zurvan and Zurvanism. 

It is Zurvan and Zurvanism alone which clearly solves the Problem of Evil and Cosmic Fatalism, the two main concepts which has disturbed me since my teenage years. I strongly believe, fatalistic Zurvanism and Zurvan, The God of Infinite Time will provide the Final Restoration and Immortality to Homo Sapiens. I am officially converting my faith into fatalistic Zurvanism. R.C. Zaehner was right, Zurvanism was an ancient proto Indo-Iranian-European religion predating all other religions.

Non-dual Realism

Right from my teenage my philosophical view is very different from that of Shankara, Vivekananda and Aurobindo. If you have read my About Me section in this blog it clearly depicts my world view.

My world view is very unique indeed and by arguing for the local existence of the Pleroma I choose realism over illusionism or world denialism and by saying my soul is of the same essence as that of the soul running the Pleroma I choose Non-dualism over dualism.

I have reached a stage where I can write a book on this, which will explain my worldview more clearly, I have also figured out something, all of my thoughts and work so far aligns to this view and its coming towards a conclusion. I will start working on this second book of mine when I get some free time.

I wrote this blog post earlier stating that “There is only one soul in the whole of cosmos” and to be very clear that one soul embodies all other souls in it. Therefore, it is important that I write a book on this to clearly espouse my views.

https://my-waking-dream.blogspot.com/2023/12/there-is-only-one-soul-in-whole-of.html

God is both one and many at the same time. Consciousness is not all that exists, there is something else that exists as well and that’s the structure of the Pleroma. To deny this is to insult and dishonour the creator of the cosmos.

Shankara denied its existence, Vivekananda ignored it by focusing too much on the free soul and Aurobindo said its existence will be known in a future state of human evolution.

My view is to not to deny or ignore the existence of the Pleroma but to seek it and know about it here and now. The implications of this is mind boggling.

Consciousness is a fundamental field of the Cosmos

 A new theory proposed by Maria Strömme, a Norwegian physicist is making headlines recently and the title of her paper says:

Universal consciousness as foundational field: A theoretical bridge between quantum physics and non-dual philosophy

 I have long argued that this paradigm shift is inevitable in my paper on academia titled:

Why the polytheistic mythos of the esotericists is inevitable?

Abstract: "A growing number of scholars, scientists and philosophers are leading us to an esoteric worldview without themselves being aware of this. While there seems to be much confusion on how to reconcile modern science with eastern and western esotericism most of the confusion seems to have come from choosing incompetent scholars for their study. The paper not only gives the correct approach for reconciling modern physics with Advaita Vedanta but also puts the hypothesis of the ontological and philosophical similarities between the two ancient monistic systems Valentinian Monism and Advaita Vedanta on a much firmer ground. An ancient method is also proposed to test this worldview and the paper concludes with the profound implications that it might have for religion, science and philosophy."

As you can see my claim in the abstract of my paper is turning out to be true mainly that, "A growing number of scholars, scientists and philosophers are leading us to an esoteric worldview without themselves being aware of this."

I think most of the ground work for connecting the bridge between quantum physics and non-dual philosophy should be credited to the French theoretical physicist, Bernard D'Espagnat for his work on Veiled Reality. 

ChatGPT confirms Strong AI is impossible

The ultimate goal of the Artificial Intelligence community is to create a Strong AI system or at the very least try to replicate or simulate AGI. As a software architect I design software systems for various industries and domains. I usually ask ChatGPT to review my software design and use it as a co-pilot while designing software systems.

As I was conversing with ChatGPT, out of curiosity I asked the million dollar question to ChatGPT, “are you conscious?” and here’s how the conversation went.

I have added the screenshots of my conversation with ChatGPT above to show that I am not lying to anyone on this. This is what an intelligent system who was trained on the entire knowledge base of humanity has concluded, ChatGPT thinks that strong AI is impossible unless there is some ground breaking discovery or a revolution is made in modern physics. 

The arguments against Strong AI was the first trigger point which converted me from an atheist to a Gnostic. The stakes are high for the creation of a Strong AI system. If anyone can show me a strong AI system then I will surely give up my belief in Gods and religion and will convert myself into a militant atheist. Such a Strong AI system will immediately disprove my belief that consciousness arises from the non-physical minds in the Platonic realm.

This conversation with ChatGPT has give me a lot of motivation and courage to search for alternative theories of consciousness and this conversation has also increased the urge in me to revive the ideas of Neo-Platonism and to practice Theurgy in order to escape from the prison of Plato's cave.

Check out my below website to understand why Platonic Realism is still relevant in the modern world.

platonicrealism.com

The solar eclipse on March 29th, 2025, a very rare event

A planetary conjunction is happening in the sign of Pisces according to sidereal astrology in the month of March. Almost six planets Sun, Moon, Venus, Mercury, Saturn, Dragon’s head or Rahu will be residing in the sign of Pisces. If you consider Neptune then it will be a seven planet conjunction in the sign of Pisces. Jupiter is in Taurus and Mars will be in Gemini and will eventually move to the sign of its debilitation in Cancer on 3rd of April.

All I can say for now that this conjunction is a very rare conjunction which doesn’t really happen for thousands of years. I have made some important discoveries about this conjunction which I am going to publish in the upcoming second edition of my book along with additional chapters on few other topics such as COVID-19, The Tariff and Trade wars of Donald Trump etc. These chapters will make the book more relevant for the modern times and provides lots of credibility to the work of Bundahishn written by the Sassanian Persians.

A new unconventional religion or a religious leader might emerge after this cosmic event. More on this in the second edition of my book, “The Entry of The Evil Ahriman on Earth”.

The new religious leader could be the promised messiah or Jesus Christ as per Islam and Christianity or it could be the messiah of the Jews or it could be Kalki of the Hindus or he could be Saoshyant of the Zoroastrians or he could be the Anti-Christ. Only time will tell, I also believe that the next true saviour of the world whether it is Jesus Christ or Saoshyant will be born in the region of Persia, Modern Iran as prophesied by the seer VeerBrahman who wrote the book “Knowledge of Time”. Iran is going to be in the midst of the talks.

This may not be the end of the world but we are very much in the transitioning phase of the end times which is going to be completed in a couple of centuries. Some may not believe in this but then why all the major volcanoes have become very active now and why so many earthquakes are happening right now. Why Nations are rising against Nations?